Remember how you live your life, you’re breathing everyday. Depending on somebody else to lead you on your way. But even if they disappear, you’re breathing all the same. But all you do is drag along whomever keeps you safe The people who I cherished and the people I forgot. Relationships that came and went without another thought. Although I felt an inkling this is not how things should be I guess I really didn’t know a single thing. Whatever anyone may say I’ve always been this way And I avert my gaze Away from bonds I severed to this day I cry when I’m alone Even if nobody will know Because Deathly Loneliness strikes on it’s own For all the people’s feelings that I threw off to the side. Although I know I needed them to keep myself alive. The punishment for runng from my duty all those times Has tightened all around my chest It now begins to fight. Before I know it something in my heart begins to change, I wish I had somebody else to share my every day My body feels so numb as I succumb to prickling pain I realise now that solitude is not a strength. Whatever words I said out-loud I know there’s no returning now And, yet again I tell myself It’s fine because it can’t be helped. No matter just how much I cry, No-one will be there by my side, The cracks within my heart run deep with time. So that it wouldn’t break So that I wouldn’t break Athough my hands were shaking I still tried to keep it safe And what a simple feeling I fail, still to comprehend. I held too tight and it broke to pieces In the end. Hugging my knees, I cry in vain. Knowing that not a thing will change. No-one will answer to my useless cries that echo in this room Even the silence of the night. Even the veil of the moonlight. Won’t erase, Won’t erase. What I try to escape and that’s the truth. There’s no way, I can say, All the words hid away So deathly loneliness Has followed me. To this day.